Pacified (33/1000)

The pacifier is back in my ears
Played a game of disinterest
For too many years
It wasn't my game, but I got comfortable with it
Now to sit with a stranger
My mind races for words
Not sure of what suits the moment
The energy
I'm playing a new game
Where I'm guessing the rules
But music I can dance with

Black Eyed Peas

This quote fits me perfectly tonight. On the front porch at my after-dance block party of one.

"Welcome to the end
Do not panic
There is nothing to fear
Everything around you is changing
Nothing stays the same
This version of myself is not permanent
Tomorrow I will be different
The energy never dies
Energy cannot be destroyed or created
It always Is
And it always will Be
This is the End and the Beginning
Forever
Infinite
Welcome"

AVN Awards

“I consider it an honor, a privilege, and a challenge to lick a woman’s box.”
– Best Lesbian Scene Award-Winner
Hahahahahahaha

and, from the same woman:

“I f****d a lot of people this year. I want to say thank you to everyone who let me f**k them. Each person tastes different.”