A good night's sleep
I'm ready for a new day
Content to go where I'm called
Without the tunnel vision

Something is changing
I feel uncomfortable
I feel good when I'm focused
On something external
But alone with my thoughts
I'm playing Tetris, not well

The last raindrops of the evening
Drip on me
With the energy of my ambitions
For the day
He doesn't know
How much energy he stirs in me
How many lives
He has already altered
I was a hurricane in a bottle
For so many years
Protected
And I'm sick of stirring alone
I want to stir things up
All around me
I want you to feel me everyday
And if you don't feel it too
I need to run away now
Because it aches to be apart
But it aches more to live without your touch
I'm a top that you set spinning
And now I'm wobbling
With no intention of falling over

How do you explain to a person
How it feels to be knocked off your orbit
Hurtling through dark space
Fascinated by the glowing orbs all around you?
How do you tell your dealer
He's got the sweetest drugs you've ever tasted
And expect him not to double the price
The moon's in Taurus
I asked for your Sadge
What did I expect, a fucking tea party?

Just keep writing
A brain purge
Stuffed my mind with chemicals
And now it's surging
What kind of fool
Reveals her weaknesses?
One that needs help
And cries to the winds
The shock of the city
Jolted my silence
The rush of endorphins
Ended my innocence
And it goes on…

Brain snatching
Whistle blowers
Spinning thoughts
Chemical mix
Jumped on the carousel
While it was spinning
Hanging on
But for how long?
Why do I meet with you?
What's the fix?
Intellectual distraction?
A deep hole for diving?
Fuck the motorcycle
I want to fly to Jupiter
Obviously
The new skin is tearing apart
What the hell
Is underneath?