Things I’m Not Doing Yet

Flowers In Your Hair Business at Fisherman's Wharf

Publishing Poetry

Twitter Business Pancake Cart

Opening Massage Clinics in other cities

Making a hard-rock/Carpenters music album

Learning to be a DJ

Learning to be a bartender

Planning elaborately themed nightclub parties

Designing and sewing clothes

Writing an autobiography

Community organizing

Setting up a free popcorn stand in front of my house once per month

Getting new tattoos

Immersing myself in spiritual readings 15 minutes daily and doing yoga

Mailing random gifts/letters/cards to people I love and care about

Drinking more Tulsi Tea

Throwing dinner parties

Meeting more cool San Francisco friends

Making my body look awesome and throwing hammer/discus weekly

Going out dancing weekly (or at least monthly)

Organizing community service projects weekly (or volunteering 2 hours/week)

Teaching yoga

Open Forever

I'm ready now to stay open
The nail has been driven
Through my palm
It will never close tightly again
Around the wrists of those I love
I am enough
Just giving love
And watching what unfolds
In the only way it can
What made me think
I knew what was best for myself?
I laugh at the thought
God has always provided enough for me
Today is not different
Love rules eternal
Yesterday
Today
And forever

Reckless at Heart

I'm not good at protecting my heart
I love like the sunshine
Strong, brightly, and forever
I'm not good at building a boat
That floats the ocean's currents,
And carries us into the sunset
But I can light your life and warm your heart
Until you retreat to the shade

And when I feel that sun upon MY skin
I shed all my layers
And bask until it gets too hot
And makes me sleepy
And colors me beautifully

Sometimes I get burned
Love weathers my skin
Leaving freckles
For the next admirer