Love isn’t just for hippies, it’s biological, Stupid

Just kidding about the stupid, that was just to grab your attention ;-)

If you think of the human race as a collection of members that rely on each other for their survival, you start to understand the rather fluffy word “Love”. How do we rely on each other? Human babies require longer nurturing than most species before they can survive independently. Human institutions rely on information passed down generation after generation to keep a knowledge base growing to advance human discoveries in favor of survival, much like they’ve shown even monkeys will do (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hundredth_monkey_effect). School/education is highly prized by society, which requires learning from others. Humans regularly form business partnerships, marriage arrangements, and settle into cities where social services provided by other people are abundant: other people pick up your trash, fix the roads, provide health services, entertainment, anything you may want or need. We depend on each other strongly to thrive. It is hard to even imagine life independent of other people. Such people are considered outcasts by society and are not looked favorably upon. We need each other and depend on one another. We light up each other’s chemicals and release feel-good, healthy signals in each-other. The recognition and flourishing within this system of survival is what we call Love.

20/20 Eye Experiment Update: A Lesson in Miracles

Today was a breakthrough day in my education about vision restoration.

I came to the realization that, when not wearing corrective lenses, I have to consciously choose to “look” at blurry objects AS IF I COULD SEE THEM CLEARLY, without strain. There is a subtle distinction here between looking with hope that you can see, and looking with confidence that you are already healed and can see perfectly. I had a good 2-3 mintes of perfect vision, which caused me to bawl my eyes out on the subway train in gratitude. In public. Like a crazy person.

The rest of the day was a constant challenge to see as if I already had perfect sight.

I learned this from my foot experiment: every step has to be as if you were healthy and normally functioning: that’s like 10,000-20,000 conscious movements per day. With the eyes, that number of conscious moments is exponentially increased, which is why it is much more difficult to change your vision than the structure of your feet.

But now I know that it is possible. I suspect my experiment may actually succeed this month, stay tuned. 20/20 in 20 more days…

Me Being a Cat

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A rather sad and uncomfortable moment in my life, some months ago. Prompted me to buy a sketchpad for the first time since childhood. Life is beautiful.

“Who is this irresistible creature that has an insatiable love for the dead?”

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Experiments Galore, bwahaha

Eye Experiment (20/20 no surgery): after failing to buy contact solution two days in a row now, I will be going another day without any contact lenses or glasses. I kind of like these happy errors, they seem to help my scientific process. My eyes adjusted well to no correction at all today. I actually started having 20/20 flashes again, which was exciting. So from here on out, I will try to do 2 days no correction, 2 days equal -1.25 correction, and 2-4 days no exercises and perhaps full correction (-1.25/-3.00) on one of those days.

A great benefit I’m already getting is more eyebrow lift in my left eye. I am starting to look more symmetrical in a mirror which helps my beauty as well :-D

Foot experiment:
I’m getting more prominent foot arches, now into my fourth week of wearing flat-soled shoes and pushing off the balls of my feet consciously. My left foot especially gets tired quickly but I feel the postural benefits all over. My belly sticks out less. It’s a muscle soreness in the arch near the metatarsals and not an aching pain feeling in the heel like I used to get when i’d walk incorrectly.

More beautiful feet too, yay!!

My life is getting exponentially more awesome. Life is but a dream — a really freakin persistent dream.

Unfathomable Aeons

Feeling so present
So safe in the moment
Hard to imagine
Life changing all that much
Easy to dismiss
Thousands of years
Generation after generation
Mutation upon mutation
That has lead to this moment
And all life is feeding me
My cells have been carefully prepared
Over thousands of years
I preserve ancient history
In my limbic brain and nerves
I connect with mother earth
Through oxygen and carbon exchange
And who am I now noticing
The depth of this moment
The consequences of our actions
I am a sense in a larger organism
I see things, know things, hear things
And my job is to keep us safe
As is yours and all of ours
And see how far we can reach
Our lineage forward across the map of time
Discovering as we go
Who we are and what is God

Eye Experiments, Day 5

I guess today was more like a natural day off from my eye experiments, which is good because I have a hard time planning time off generally! Had to wear regular prescription today in order not to strain to see the speakers at the Day of Tikkun conference, which was incredibly inspiring, by the way. Definitely feel like I’m at the right place, right time. Finally :)

Will take another day off from eye experiments tomorrow as I will be driving most of the day. Did notice a headache around the eyes today though. Also, I noticed I needed to lift my eyebrows more to see more clearly without correction in left eye. This should upgrade my appearance as well, no eyelift surgery needed! Just have to remember to keep the eyelids slightly raised at all times, which feels like work still.

Feet Experiment:
I feel that my feet are much stronger. My calves are still extra-tight from all the extra work, so I’m hoping that will go away in a couple of weeks. Probably still need more water generally.

Life is good.

Bigger Dreams, Less Hope

Just heard a story about how the industrial stretch of highway 101 south of San Francisco was referred to as the road for people with bigger dreams but less hope. It was in comparison to the more scenic highway 280 which parallels it.

The comment made me think of the current state of America coming out of the industrial age. The industrial age, with its dependence on science and technology, ushered in an era of “prosperity”, in which more people had access to stuff quickly and in bulk. The first “ready-made” clothes came out in America with the help of sewing machines.

And now, highway 101 is lined in industrial buildings, and it is one of the most lifeless, depressing sections of highway I’ve ever traveled, especially compared to 280. People, in their fear and need for security, jump on technologies as their ticket to big money. After all, if a million people buy your t-shirt, or your app, you won’t have to worry about money for a while.

But that ship has run its course, at least in industrial manufacturing of goods in America. The talent today is all over software products, chasing green there. Food products is yet another disgustingly profitable industry. By food products, I mean subsidized mass-produced wheat, corn (HFCS), and soy making their way into sweet and savory food mashups that actually have negative nutritional value but light up the right brain chemicals.

Human ingenuity, when used to create money via products, can be a force for evil if not checked by society. This is why government is necessary. Unfortunately, it is possible today to also buy politicians.

Anyone who gives a damn about our country needs to be alarmed about how our radical experiment in democracy is being decroded by corruption via corporate influence in government and media.

A society must be healthy and educated in order to govern itself freely. Corporate greed has created food products which are making Americans sicker by the minute and more dependent on profit-driven pharmaceuticals, a double-win for corporate interest. Corporations have also become experts at misinformation in the Information Age, creating an unhealthy democracy which also doesn’t know who to trust or listen to. As a result, Americans are becoming more and more divided, as bullshit walls are thrown up to protect oneself. As Abraham Lincoln noted, a divided nation cannot stand.

The world needs us to end corporate corruption. Now. We can start by not giving them our dollars anymore. Buy from your friends and family. Put your money in trusted credit unions. Move your stocks out of businesses which contribute to our ill health and misinformation.

Join me in getting educated about how we can take back our health and our care for one another. We can and must do this. We can’t wait passively any longer. The evidence in favor of total corruption and ultimate union demise is overwhelming. This is the Tipping Point.

Dreams are big but hope is getting smaller. Time to un-industrialize. Turn consciousness back on. Breathe life back into our people and our economy. Restore hope.

What Can You Make? – Forget China

Maybe we should just let China produce all the products, do all the large-scale manufacturing.

Perhaps it is a sign of civilization for a country to relinquish inhuman repetitive manufacturing labor and graduate to idea-making and love-infusion.

China wants to make its country a consumer economy, to have its people buy its stuff. Great! Let them!

Gone soon will be the days of ready-wear clothing, cheap knick knacks, products stamped out from molds. The products of the future will be one-of-a-kind customized for specialized needs. We might as well get a jumpstart on this now. What does this look like for you? Who (or what team of people) can make exactly what you need? Go find them, and put them to work. We will save more money in the end in higher quality products and less waste-management. Local money gets reinvested locally. Someone near you has a manufacturing talent you might not even know they have…just ask!

What can YOU make?

Eye Experiment (day 3?)

Mostly just wore one contact lens in right eye so that both corrected to near -1.25.

Stopped gazing at own hair obsessively after each notice (25-50 times?) Next, to stop entirely.

Forgot all eye exercises. Worked on extra blinking all day and read print on a far wall for 10mins with constant relaxation and soft blinking focus.

No obvious permanent improvement. Extra blurry leaving house at night after computer work.

Killing Two Birds – Eye Experiment Update

EXPLETIVE

Just realized I have to break my hair-pulling habit in order to improve my eyesight. I preferentially pull my hair on the right side, likely causing more strain on the right eye (the worse eye).

This is a blessing in disguise.

To re-post what I put on my Facebook page this morning:

“You blink only half as many times in a minute when staring/squinting at a monitor/device. Eyes need to blink to stay relaxed and healthy. How can you tell if you’re squinting? Blink for a minute more often and feel the difference.”

Most likely that staring at an object the size of a split hair would fall under “squinting”, or at least eye strain with reduced blinking…no wonder I have eye problems… :-p

Would be fun to see eye data on other compulsive hair pickers…