Letting go of the what-if’s
My brain is a raging multiplier
It shows me six directions
With thousands of potentials
Clouding my vision
Slowing me down
When all that matters is the next step

The one who thinks I rock
Supports me and my ideas
Asks me what I need
Wants to play a part
Just can’t get enough
Walks along my side
Twirls me ’round his world
Stokes my Neptune fire

I’m scared by the thought
I’m not ready for something
I’ve always been ready for
Neurotic, striving
Making connections
Can I help more?
Cast more yarn through my webs
Meet more neurotic
Striving
Energy-filled souls
Practically burning through their human skin
These bodies are so limiting

Time
Astounded by the slow pace of my own thoughts
My breath
My footsteps
It all moves so much slower in time than I want to go
The slow pace of thought absorption
Assimilation
Acceptance or rejection
How will anything be accomplished?
A sigh of relief
Things will happen on their own time
To their own beat
I can’t even push

Dug a hole
Got pulled out
Standing on the grass
Wanna touch the sky
Digging more holes
Mind working overtime
Can’t walk and chew gum
Anxious, limited, sick, immobile
Take away my anxiety
All fun and games until your life is full and your pockets are empty
What does this remind me of?
Maybe it’s time I stepped up
And led.

My heart is shining
Look who’s around me!

It was noisy
Five rows of 8-10, people
Five rows of 8
It’s not that hard
Get it together
Nobody was having fun
And everybody left

A generation
Degreed
Dispassioned
Disillusioned

We’re tops a-spinning
And all that matters is that we keep on spinning
Knocked around like pinball
Keep chasing whatever makes you smile
Because a life that sucks
Is a bad habit
And we can get used to anything

Oh, what tangled webs we weave in the night
I’m trying to make sense of it all
When love comes at you in so many forms
What is God trying to say through these mouths?

Hearts in all stages of opening
Confused by the stories we tell
Would that my heart could more purely be moved
By the needs that my love came to fill

When it comes to love
Please take away words
Ly down
What’s more real than singing?

They told us a lie
What is easy is hard
And that shields us from living more bold.

I hate what I’ve done
I hate what you’ve done
Didn’t we come here to build?

I must practice love
Every second in time
I can’t live without God any longer