How do you explain to a person
How it feels to be knocked off your orbit
Hurtling through dark space
Fascinated by the glowing orbs all around you?
How do you tell your dealer
He's got the sweetest drugs you've ever tasted
And expect him not to double the price
The moon's in Taurus
I asked for your Sadge
What did I expect, a fucking tea party?

Just keep writing
A brain purge
Stuffed my mind with chemicals
And now it's surging
What kind of fool
Reveals her weaknesses?
One that needs help
And cries to the winds
The shock of the city
Jolted my silence
The rush of endorphins
Ended my innocence
And it goes on…

Brain snatching
Whistle blowers
Spinning thoughts
Chemical mix
Jumped on the carousel
While it was spinning
Hanging on
But for how long?
Why do I meet with you?
What's the fix?
Intellectual distraction?
A deep hole for diving?
Fuck the motorcycle
I want to fly to Jupiter
Obviously
The new skin is tearing apart
What the hell
Is underneath?

Give me your dark
I can hold your sorrows
They always find me
Like a moth to a flame

My well is deep enough
My arms wide enough
My joy sufficient
To see us through

Once you learn to pilot the craft
These bodies can be lots of fun
It takes years to learn the controls, the brakes
The touch, finesse, and trust
The glory is in competition
With yourself or with another
Controlling your limbs
To control your world
Gives a thrill like no other